So, I think I've hit the urge to write again. Mind you, it's not the greatest writing, but taking approximately 5 hours writing a one-shot, I realized I missed writing. Where did my time ago? I remember five years ago (wow, I'm old), I said in one of my fics that I would try to write a fic a month. I realize how difficult a goal that is now.
It's been, hmm...4 - 5 years since I last attempted to write a multi-chapter story. I don't count the three chapter story I did as a legitimate chapter story. I want to write a story, something even close to original in a fanfiction and have it at least 10 chapters long. That is my goal. Yet, I'm such a bubble-brained individual, I don't believe I have it in me.
All this nostalgia is making me want to write. Another oneshot sounds good. Maybe Digimon. haha No one will review, but I've gotten over that irritation when one of my readers faved me, my story, and put an author alert on me without reviewing. I should be glad that they like it so much, but I believe a review says so much more about a person's like toward a fic than faving it. Even if it's a blurb such as, "OMG! I LUV IT SOOOOO MUCH!" then I would be satisfied. That, and my pride. haha
I saw someone "update" their fic, which was in actuality, bringing their oneshot back to the first page so that more people could read/review it. I don't like that. One of my most popular fics, Gakuen Alice "Nightly Musings" will stay where it is on the very last page. It was the third story to be uploaded to FF.Net and I'm proud of that position. I'm glad when a series becomes popular so that more fanfiction can be written, but the quality of it degrades immensely. Hm..it's a catch-22, almost.
Well, back to that Digimon fic I'm thinking of. I've written a Yamato(Matt)/Mimi fic and a Koushiro(Izzy)/Mimi fic. You can obviously tell I like Mimi. I was never a Sora or Tai fan and of course I fell in love with Takato/Hikari pair. I want to write a relatively good Jou/Mimi fic and when possible, maybe a Beelzemon and Juri/Jeri fic. Haha, I was looking at some avatars of Mimi and ran across some awesome Joumi icons, which led me to come across an adorable Beelzemon and Juri icon. I'm sure there was no original romantic intention between the two, but me being a fangirl in the closet, I saw it. haha
I just wanted to rant.
I want to write.
I obviously don't know how to prioritize or commit.